This post is offensive and sick. Don't read it if you can't handle it.
I know there are disgusting, evil, vile people in this world. I know that. I read about Jeffrey Lionel Dahmer and a bunch of others, and I know even more fictional-but-based-on-real-life serial killers.
But you know what? It doesn't matter. Because when I heard of a guy named John Wayne Gacy, I thought the name was interesting, so I had to Wikipedia him. Serial killer, clown outfit, rapist, etc. I'm unfazed. And then I reach the list of victims.
It's just a list of names and numbers, but it strikes a chord. I can't focus on anything else, can't think about my stories. I can only think about these names. I can only stare at them.
- Timothy McCoy (15) January 3, 1972
- John Butkovitch (17) July 29, 1975
- Darrell Sampson (18) April 6, 1976
- Randall Reffett (15) May 14, 1976
- Samuel Stapleton (14) May 14, 1976
- Michael Bonnin (17) June 3, 1976
- William Carroll (16) June 13, 1976
- Rick Johnston (17) August 6, 1976
- Kenneth Parker (16) October 24, 1976
| - Michael Marino (14) October 24, 1976
- Gregory Godzik (17) December 12, 1976
- John Szyc (19) January 20, 1977
- Jon Prestidge (20) March 15, 1977
- Matthew Bowman (19) July 5, 1977
- Robert Gilroy (18) September 15, 1977
- John Mowery (19) September 25, 1977
- Russell Nelson (21) October 17, 1977
- Robert Winch (16) November 10, 1977
| - Tommy Boling (20) November 18, 1977
- David Talsma (19) December 9, 1977
- William Kindred (19) February 16, 1978
- Timothy O' Rourke (20) June 16–23, 1978
- Frank Landingin (19) November 4, 1978
- James Mazzara (21) November 24, 1978
- Robert Piest (15) December 11, 1978
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Then there are eight more that are unnamed. Eight boys from ages 15 to 25 were killed by this man, and no one knows who they are. Six days ago, they exhumed the bodies and began testing DNA, but still. Can you imagine being a mother of a missing boy during that time? You find out that eight boys have been found but not identified, and you are suddenly sure that your son is among them.
So I started reading more about this killer. According to Wikipedia, John Wayne Gacy Jr. raped and killed thirty-three teenage boys to young men, burying them in the crawlspace of his house and in his yard. He worked in fast food restaurants and dressed as a clown for charity events. At one point, he was married with children, but after being arrested for sexual assault, his wife left him and took his kids. His son's name was Michael.
Michael Marino was one of his later victims. It wasn't his son, but it bothered me immensely when I noticed this. This was the name that I had given the most attention because he was only fourteen. So very young.
These were children that he raped and murdered in his home, then buried in the crawlspace. It's so very sick and disturbing, so... My regular phrases don't apply here; they don't fit. This is the sh** that terrifies me when I think of bringing children into this fu**ed up world.
I pray that God takes mercy on the souls of these poor children. And I hope that the black soul of John Wayne Gacy currently resides in the worst torment, the kind that no one on earth could ever imagine.